Fi(shit)izem

Dolga noč je bila. Kljub temu, da sem jo preživel v svoji postelji. Nikogar poleg mene, pa vendar nisem bil sam. Ne prenesem več teh duhov preteklosti.
Ne znam jih prepričati, naj me zapustijo. Ne zdržim več tega. Utrgalo se mi bo. Če je to sploh stanje mentalno zdravega.
Not a day passes, that I wouldnt think of blowing my brains out.

Translation:
It was a long night. Despite spending it in my own bed. No one beside me, but still I was not alone. I cant stand these ghosts from the past anymore.
I cant convince them to leave me alone. I cant stand it anymore. I'm slowly loseing my mind. If this is a sane persons mind at all.
Not a day passes, that I wouldnt think of blowing my brains out.